3-DAY IMMERSIVE CREATIVITY RETREAT • CHICO, CALIFORNIA

Discover yourself in a whole new way.

Know yourself more deeply. Love yourself like never before. Three delicious days of luxurious, spacious, creative time and deep personal self-discovery.

WHAT YOU’RE SAYING YES TO

Give yourself permission.

Know yourself

Give yourself permission to know yourself in a way you never have before.

Follow the threads

Follow the threads from your past to your present into your future.

Witness your truth

Witness your truth as you watch it unfold on the page.

Hold the tender places

Embrace the tender places in your story with care.

Untangle the mess

Allow yourself to untangle the messes and discover the beauty within.

Move forward whole

Move forward with a sense of wholeness.

START HERE

How would life be different if you actually knew yourself?

Your deepest self. I mean — what if you took the time to talk to Past You so you could understand Present You, and could take all of that knowledge so that Future You could flourish?

Your life would be transformed. Because understanding, embracing and honoring your past and your stories is the only way to fully discover yourself at this moment. Discovering yourself clears the path to loving yourself, tending yourself, and growing into the biggest and best self imaginable.

You just can't take up the space you're meant to take up today and tomorrow without first embracing yesterday.

IF THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR…

You are at the bottom of your own to-do list.

It's so hard to find the time and space to think about yourself, to feel your heart. Life and all your responsibilities don't leave you much time — or energy — for meaningful reflection. You've got Obligations, with a capital O. Work. Finances. Taking care of the kids and the parents. Taking care of your partner.

In fact, just thinking about making time for yourSELF leaves you feeling like 1) you're being selfish, 2) you're forgetting something important on your to-do list, and 3) you'll just get behind if you give yourself the time. With that thinking, how can you even put "me time" on the calendar?

But the longing to go deep keeps simmering on. Your heart and spirit still ask you for attention, time and tending.

What if you could have the time you need to reflect on your life? Feel tended to and taken care of — yes, YOU. Wake up feeling expansive and creative. Release the heavy narratives and experiences of the past year and feel lighter. Get centered and clear on what's most important for you. Reignite the energy of your passions and almost-forgotten dreams. Get motivated to forge a new path forward.

If any of that tugged at your heart, then this is for you.

THE ARC OF THE RETREAT

Your past, your present, and your future.

Your stories. Your narratives. Your memories. Your dreams — worked through in that order, over three days.

Past

Reflect on what’s in the rearview mirror and yet still deeply impacts your today. Explore your childhood experiences. Unravel the unhelpful and limiting narratives and cultural beliefs that you carry with you and which have held you back or kept you small. Honor your past through the creative reflection process, embracing what is true and holding your pain with tenderness.

Present

Acknowledge your truth today. Witness your own story through a guided and deeply self-reflective process. Explore what you carry now. Discern what you are ready to release or nurture. Lean into your intuitive wisdom, and honor what you currently hold and accomplish.

Future

Witness your potential through your creative expression. Give voice to what can be, if only you trust yourself. Create space for new possibilities. Give yourself permission to dream into tomorrow. Prioritize YOU today in your decisions for tomorrow.

3 days of creativity

Friday through Sunday. Daily guided and open studio time, all art supplies included, and the abundance and magic of the Haven Studio.

Creative community

An intimate circle of kindred spirits. Opening dinner celebration, closing lunch celebration, and the special energy of partnering, witnessing, and working side by side.

Let yourself be held

We’ve thought of all the details. A container crafted for you with great intention — let yourself be nurtured and cared for, including private 1:1 coaching sessions with me.

WHAT’S HELD FOR YOU

Three days, built with great intention

INVESTMENT

What it costs.

Tuition covers the full program, all art supplies, snacks and beverages, and your 1:1 coaching sessions.

Full tuition

$1,199after February 13

The full 3-day retreat at standard tuition. Registration opens with a free discovery call.

Book a discovery call

Payment plans available

Payment plans are available for both rates. Bring it up on your discovery call and we’ll sort it out together.

YOUR GUIDE

I am all about the goo in the chrysalis.

Let me introduce myself. I'm Susie Stonefield, midwife to your creative spirit. I'm an artist, transformational creativity coach and grief guide. And I've been holding circles for deep and powerful life transformation for long enough to know that fingerpainting is highly under-rated.

I deeply believe in the power of creativity to heal. I have seen it profoundly change lives. And I know that traversing the terrain of change and growth is anything but easy or neat and tidy. In fact, it's quite messy at times. Just like the caterpillar who turns to goo in the chrysalis before becoming a butterfly, I get that the journey takes us to that exact place. I am all about the goo in the chrysalis. Why? Because that is where the action happens, my friend. That is the transformation.

I call myself the midwife to your creative spirit because I'm here to support the rebirth of your long dormant, absent or banished creative self. Working with me is like having a heart-centered guide hold the light on the dark path as you explore your stories and shadows, what holds you back and what pulls at your soul. The space I make for your journey is safe and sacred, and it's a path I know well.

Professionally, I've received degrees and credentials from the department of Fine Arts at UCLA, the UC Berkeley School of Education, the Person-Centered Expressive Arts Institute, and the Megan Devine Grief Care Professional Certificate Program.

My partner and I built this studio for YOU.

Let me tell you about The Haven, my art studio in Chico, California. This past year my partner and I built it in our backyard — for YOU. It is abundant in so many ways: size, space, light, air, and art supplies. (Oh, and kleenex, because kleenex is just as important as paint in my Unfold Art programs.)

Backstory: for 7 years I had a studio in Sonoma County that was a magic space as well. But then there was a pandemic and I ended up closing it in the middle of 2021. Along the way I also moved out of Sonoma County and ultimately landed in the sweet big/small town of Chico, in the true North of California. When I closed that studio, I didn't know if I'd ever be lucky enough to have another oasis of creativity for my people again. But I must've done something right in a former life, because here we are.

The Haven is not just an art studio, it is a manifestation of my dreams and expertise about my work. It's a place for you to breathe deeply, connect with your heart, play and make a mess and get to a very deep place in your soul through the creative process. It has paint and collage and stencils and stamps, but it has also been designed to hold you in a very safe and tender way — so that you feel able to open up to even the darkest parts of your story, then release them and feel the relief that comes with that.

This is for you if you’re longing to…

Put down all you've been lugging around and reconnect with your creative spirit. Spend some sweet time with yourself, while your beloveds take a weekend without you.

Get reacquainted and realigned with your soul and core values. Feel lighter, awakened, energized, and emotionally present. Check in with the parts of yourself that haven't been tended to lately — and let's face it, you may be feeling a bit of trepidation about this as well, which makes complete sense.

Reignite your passions and dreams. Play with art supplies, maybe even fingerpaint. Make new friends and celebrate together. Eat delicious and nourishing food, and explore the historic downtown and plentiful nature surrounding Chico.

This isn't for you if you want an art retreat focused on artistic skills and how to use particular supplies, want to follow a recipe to create your art, only accept "beautiful" things, aren't interested in your heart's longings, or won't prioritize taking time for yourself.

I am still in awe of my experiences at the retreat with you and the amazing women with whom I am now connected. Experiencing your retreat and learning art journaling and opening my mind, heart and spirit to the new has changed my life. As I write, direct and produce the Third Act of My Life, I feel like I have entered an exciting and heart-full stage — and it was your retreat that ushered in new and wonderful challenges.

Leora B., Sebastopol, CA

I came away with so much from your retreat that was truly priceless. The invaluable inner work that occurred was incomparable!

Melaina E., Oakland, CA

I love how Susie let us find our own way — gentle guidance was most appreciated, and her willingness to get “naked” with us was awesome!

Sheridan G., Petaluma, CA

If you are depleted from being the giver and doer, invest time in yourself by coming to this retreat. Engage in creative exploration, reflection, movement, and sharing with an amazing group of kindred spirits. You will be nourished by the food and the experience!

Allison W., Anchorage, AK

You will laugh a lot. You will cry a lot. You will discover new things about yourself. You will be energized. You will be amazed at how well you are cared for by a group of women you have never met. You will shed your skin and start the new year NEW.

Kristina R., Mariposa, CA

Susie is amazing, you are in safe hands! You will come away nourished and whole, with a full heart, a stronger sense of your own dreams, and a deep sense of self and community.

Ellise N., Oakland, CA

FROM PAST RETREATS

You’ll be transformed.

DETAILS

Frequently Asked Questions

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What Has Fear Been Deciding for Me?

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